Don't tell! (cross-dressing!Romano X Reader)

This is another oneshot...!

Also there's no cursing words here because I'm in a hurry

Hope you enjoy!!!

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(Third Pov) 

Your name is (F/N) (L/N). You have an ordinary life with your family, you have normal grades, and you have a normal part-time job. You're already a third year in high school and you would probably go to (F/S) after you graduate. You have a best friend named Lovina Vargas and she's been your friend since the start of middle school but no matter how long you two had been friends, you feel like she's hiding something from you. You didn't know why but you found out one day during P.E class.

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You excused yourself from P.E since you have a poor health so you would most likely spend the time wandering around the school compound or just do things that you found entertaining like (reading/writing/sleeping/etc). Today...the temperature of the weather is kind of hot so you felt sweaty. 

You decided to go to the locker to get another extra uniform to wear and go to the ladies' restroom to change. As you went inside the restroom you felt a presence which means that you're not alone. You, being the easily cautious and scared person you are, you quietly walk to investigate.  

You saw your best friend, Lovina Vargas there shirtless. You were about to call her when you notice something strange. You saw in the mirror is that Lovina has a muscular body and has no breast...wait...a minute. She's a male?!? You were to shock to react, as you back away near the door where it's dark enough where he won't see you, you accidentally bump the trash can behind causing her- him to turn around. You mentally cursed for being clumsily. 

You looked up and saw her- him taking something from his bag and he pointed a gun at you...a-a gun?!? Why does he have a gun?!? Does he happen to be a criminal?!? No that can't be! You can't believe this is happening!!! No wonder he won't tell you anything...it's because it's too dangerous for you to keep such dangerous secret! 

"Whoever you are show yourself!!!" Lovina said in a muscular voice as he pointed the gun at you. 

Well...it can't be help, no? You better show yourself before he tries to pull the trigger and you die. You have a goal to complete before that ever happens! You slowly show yourself to him, you hoped that he won't kill you after all you're his friend. No! Lovina won't do that! He protected you a lot of times and helped you out, right? 

 Lovina saw that it was you, he was shock that you were the one who discovered his secret but he's lucky that it wasn't any other person. He lowered the gun and hid it in his bag. He stared at you nervously not knowing what to say to you and you were the same. "(N-Name)..."

"Lovi...why?" you asked him sadly. You were kind of upset the fact that he dressed up as a woman to hide his true identity for reasons and didn't tell you the truth. It feels like he doubted you as his friend...does he think of you as a friend? Or worse maybe a person he can use to his advantage.  

"I-I can explain...(N-Name)"  

"Why Lovi...why...did-did you not trust me as your friend...or am I just someone...y-you can use..." you said as you looked away from him because your tears were almost coming out of your eyes.  

"It's not that (N-Name)...it's hard to explain..." 

You felt your tears already escaped from your (E/C), you didn't want him to see you in this kind of state so you opened the door and run away from him.  

For the rest of your time in school, you ignored him. You didn't want to but you can't help it...you're just mad and upset with him for not telling you. Even if he tried to call you in his fake feminine voice, you ignored it. Knowing that it's not the best time to talk to him in your worst mood.  

After you finally felt alright again, you decided to talk to him and since school is already over. You think that this is the best time because no one will disturb and know. You looked for him everywhere, you sadly thought that he already left but you saw him inside the ladies' restroom. He seem depressed and he hid his face.  

You walk towards him and he felt your presence. He looked up and saw you, without a thought he run and hug you tightly as if he lost you in a war. You felt something wet in your uniform and you saw that he's crying as he hugged, he must have thought that you hated him for keeping a dangerous secret from you. You hugged him back and patted his back like a mother would do if her child is sad/hurt. "Shush...Lovi. I'm sorry that I ignored you for the whole day...I'm just upset and needed to cool down..."  

"I thought-a...t-that-a you ha-hated me-a for keeping a-a secret from-a y-you! I thought that I have lost you!!!"  

Oh boy, he really is too affected after what you did to him. Now you feel guilty about it for doing so...you were not good at comforting people! What will you do to this depressed boy??? Even so, you just continued doing it until he calms down after an hour of him crying in your uniform. You're now wet with tears but you don't mind after all his feelings, reasons, and him being your true friend is more important than your uniform. "Now...Lovi that you have calm down, tell me" 

He looked at you shyly and looked down again after a minute of staring at you. He's really that shy and nervous...about that. Usually he's the confident and potty mouthed person you know no matter what situation he is. He must really think of you as an important person to him and you can't help but feel happy but now is not the time for that. You waited for him to answer, after a few minutes of inhaling and exhaling he told you. 

"Well...you see (Name)...I used to be a mafia back in Italy along with my younger brother, Feliciano and grandfather," he said with a calm voice. Wow...you were surprised that he didn't say colorful words today since he usually would say one every seconds. A former mafia...no wonder he didn't tell you...he must be too scared to tell you because he thinks that you might cut your friendship with him if he did.  

"I did a lot of bad things during elementary till before starting middle school...because it runs in the family and I cant do anything about it until one day...a detective named Ludwig found out about us and we had to run away...we all were separated after that. I came to (F/C) to change and move on but since the rest of the world knows about me...I had to change my identity and had to change my gender..." 

You can't help but feel sad for him. If you were in his place, you might feel the same way. Now you understood why he's acting like a woman and keeps a secret from you...you were happy that he told you the truth, it really means a lot to you after all as his friend. You might not admit it but... 

You really like him from the start. You thought that you were becoming a lesbian since you were liking another girl who's secretly a guy. You can't help but feel relieved that you weren't one. "I see...what's your real name then?"  

"It's Romano Lovino Vargas...(Name)" 

"Ok...I won't tell anyone. I promise," you promised himself, he's shock since he didn't even tell you to keep it a secret. You kept smiling but then you heard your phone hearing, that must be your mother who's worried because you weren't home yet. You turned your back from him and started walking.  

"See you tomorrow...Lovi" 

You felt him grab your wrist and he turned you around. Your (L/H) (S/H) (C/H) flew along with you and causing it to be messy. You looked at him and saw the look on his face, he looked so sad and shy. "W-what is it Lovi?" 

"I...(N-Name)...I...ti amo," he shyly said as he blushed like Antonio's tomatoes. You were just blinked at him, did he just confessed to you? Of course you idiot he did! Don't be clueless and oblivious just for once!!! You were happy that he feels the same way. No words can described what you were feeling right now. 

"I...love you too Romano..." and with that you two kissed which means changing your friendship with him into a deeper one; being a couple. After what happened, he finally stopped pretending to be a girl so that your relationship with him so that everyone will know that you have him and he have you.  

-Fin-