I'm not your wife! (Sweden X (?) Country!Reader)

Warning: almost committing suicide
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(Third Pov) 

You were (forced to) enroll in World Academy because the owner of the school in England, Julius Vargas (Holy Rome) found out that you were different like the students of his academy. So here you are...in front of the school gate just staring at the school building, surprised. The school sure is big and wide unlike your old school...well you weren't expecting this since the fee is free after all.

"Don't just stand there! You have a lot of things to do (Name)~" Julius said as he opened the gate, he walked inside, and you followed behind with wide (E/C) eyes looking around. 

You felt awkwardness filling inside you as you continued following Julius. A lot of students were staring in your way with questioned eyes/shock eyes. You then heard them talking like as if an idol just came to their school. Man, this people are noisy and overwhelming too, you better find a better and a quiet place to stay in. 

"Oh! A new country!" 

"What does she represent as?!?" 

"I hope she's a strong country like Germany, England, and Russia~" 

"Well...I wish this new country ain't trouble" 

"She looks hot!" 

You already know about this whole country thing. Before you were human until a year later, you felt something different about you. Your friends Kiku, Arthur, and Mathew told you their secrets about being a country and living for more than hundred years already. You didn't believe them at first until you searched about them in the internet, the records of them were already there stated, they were just like you before; a human until something happened to them...so in the end you came to believe them. 

Now that you were one of them...you didn't know how to react but you didn't like being one because that means you will never age and will live for a very long time until of course if you will die due to people not needing you anymore or you just wanted to die and then someone will replace you...

You and Julius were already in his office. He gave you everything you needed; ID, textbooks/notebooks, class schedule, school uniforms, locker key, dorm key, student handbook, and etc. You put them all inside lazily and slowly after all you didn't get enough sleep in your trip here. Julius knew that you would have a hard time in getting used to all this things but he knew slowly you will if only you became a country by birth and not because of the previous one died so you had to replace 'him'. 

"Oh (Name)! Don't forget that you can't tell any human even if they're your friend or family about you being a country, okay?" 

"Yes"

"Also you will learn what country you represent after a week later, okay?"

"Yes. Can I go to my dorm room and sleep now?" you said as you started leaving the room because you really wanted to sleep all day. 

"Wait! (Name)- never mind she'll know soon..." Julius said as he already saw that you were gone. 

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You put all your things in the cabinet, shelves, drawer, and more. Finally after doing that, you jump on your bed. You sat as you took off your shoes and placed it somewhere then laid on the bed. Wow...it's so comfy and big like where all those noble people sleeps in now you sighed happily thinking that it's actually nice being here and you fell asleep. 

You woke up as the sun hits your face. You lazily tried to move but then you couldn't move, you wondered why until you felt a pair of arms on your waist. You touched those arms with your fingers, you felt that's it big and too muscular like a guy. Wait a minute...there's no way a guy would be there after all the dorms are same gender roommates, right? 

You were wrong, you turned around and saw a boy about your age with short light blonde hair and greenish-blue eyes intensely staring at you. A...a boy...the...opposite...gender!!! A boy is in the room...worst of all, he's beside you in the bed!!! The worst thing to happen the first thing you see when you wake up. 

You pulled away from his strong arms and gasped like someone had almost rape you. You then kept throwing things at him due to being so shock of him being here. He shouldn't be here!!! He's supposed to be in another dorm room...maybe he got lost on the way and ended being here. You must have forgotten to lock the door but you still remembered that you did lock the door. "What are you doing here?!? Get out!" 

"This is my room too," his voice was so deep and serious and it gives you the chills thinking that he might be one of those people who you encountered and overestimated. 

"What are you talking about?!? This is my room and that means no opposite gender are allowed!!!" 

"You don't know, do you? Some of the dorm rooms have opposite genders..." what he said shocked you. Opposite genders...? Mr. Julius didn't tell you about that! 

You then wore your school uniform (you didn't need to take a shower/bath since you already did have one when you were about to sleep) and took all the things you need for school. You gave him one last look and left to go to Mr. Julius' office. 

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"Mr. Vargas!" you opened the doors with a strong impact causing Julius to startle in his seat when you did that. You marched like a robot until you were in front of the desk and you hit his desk. 

"What is it (Name)? It's too early to do that" 

"Mr. Vargas! You didn't tell me that the some of the school dorm rooms have to be opposite genders!

"Well...I see that you have finally figure it out! Well...you see the girl population here is like 21 including you and the boy population is...um...200+...so it would be unfair for the girls to have their own separate dorm block when they're only a few. So that's why we mix some girls with the boys...tehehe"

"Don't tehehe me! Argh...I'm going. Have a good day sir!!!" with that you left like nothing happened. 

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You were sitting on a bench near the school entrance, thinking about how you can endure being with a guy who you still don't know. You didn't notice your friends there kept on calling you until you snap out of it when Arthur pinched your cheeks really hard causing it to leave a mark on your face. You glared at Arthur with angry (E/C) eyes and you rubbed your cheeks. "What was that for Arthur?!?" 

"It's because you were just sitting there like a statue git" 

"Are you okay (Name)-chan? You don't rook too werr" 

"Um...maybe...you need to rest?" no matter what good advice Mathew said, they didn't hear it clearly since he was whispering like always. Mathew sighed and just continue listening to them. 

"You can tell us (Name)...that's what are friends for, right?" 

"It's about my roommate...he's just weird" 

"What does he rook rike?" 

"Hm...short light blonde hair and greenish-blue eyes," what you said gave the three the shivers because they knew who you were talking about. You noticed their expressions; shock, nervous, and awkward...they must know who you were talking about. 

"His name is Berwald Oxenstierna...."

"He's the personification of Sweden. He rearry rooks so serious and difficurt to understand" 

"..." 

Before you can say anything else, the annoying school bell rang as it was happy to ruin what you all are discussing about is important. You said your "Goodbyes" and they did the same, it's just sad that they weren't in the same class as you...argh it's all thanks to your parents who chose your class schedule. You went to your first subject which you didn't dislike nor like; P.E class. 

Being a new student isn't easy if you were too early, you would stand outside the classroom and wait for the teacher to arrive...just great! You wouldn't want that to happen but since you're always an early student either old or new...you were bound to. You just stood there while the other students goes to the locker rooms to change uniforms...lucky them. 

That is until you met a girl with black hair which is tied in a ponytail, tan skin, and dark brown eyes...not to mention that she looks quite small to be a high school but you can't judge people by their height, right? 

You ignored her but still she kept smiling at you and came towards you to your discomfort. Well...at least the way she wear her uniform is quite decent enough but it looks uncomfortable to your taste, her skirt is way too long that it reaches her feet. How can she walk like that? She would probably trip if she keeps wearing a long skirt. "Hello Ate!" 

Ate...that language sounds familiar for you. You have friends who would call you that if they're younger than you...could it be that she's perhaps the personification of Philippines? 

"Hoy Ate! What are you doing here just standing?" 

"Uh...I'm new here" 

"Oh! Well then...My name is Maria Clara Dela Cruz, the representative of Philippines! You can call me by my first name! What's your name Ate?" 

"My name is (F/N) (M/N if you want) (L/N) and I still don't know what country I'm representing as..." 

"Oh! Ate (Name)! You must be the person kuya Kiku is talking about!!!" you just stared at her. How does she know Kiku...they must be relatives or something cause even if you're his friend, he won't be telling you things unless your his best friend or relatives. 

"Maria, Hermana! Let's go!" a boy with black hair and brown eyes said to Maria, he's wearing a bandanna on his neck. He looks a lot like Maria except...he had more Latin features and Maria seem to have Asian features. 

"Coming! Kuya Nueva! It's nice meeting you ate (Name)!" then she left you, not too long the teacher arrived. He has long blonde hair and blue eyes. Despite looking alike like the boy you met not too long ago through through Kiku named Ludwig, he looks more of a soldier than a teacher. 

"You're (Name) I assume? Well then just call me Mr. Germania. You can change now...class starts in 20 minutes," even his voice sounds like a soldier...so deep and rough. You quickly went to your locker and went to change in the females changing room. 

The teacher assigned the students to have partners. You weren't expecting that Berwald would be your partner...how did he get here?!? You didn't even notice him when you were waiting for the teacher...he must have probably appeared when you were talking to Maria. Your P.E activity is more like a military training you swear and to your horror, you seem to be getting in the way as you and Berwald continued your training. 

The second period; Home economics...not really your subject. You introduced yourself in the class like what a new student would do. You were told by the teacher to sit beside a boy with dark brown hair, tan-pale skin, and brown eyes with a curl on the right side of the head. You admit he looks handsome and hot but he isn't your type...he looks way too grumpy and mean to your taste. 

You sat on your said seat, you put your bag beside your table, and smiled at the grumpy boy. You didn't know what to say to him but you need to be friendly in order to gain people's trust or something like that. You reached out your hand to him and you said in a normal voice. "Hi...my name is (F/N) (L/N)...what's your name?" 

"Lovino Vargas..." he took your hand and shook it in a friendly way. Then you two continued listening to the teacher and you didn't like the activity that she all gave you...you would rather listen and write notes or answer seat-works than sew a broken (S/C) T-shirt with only a needle and thread. You were having difficulty in doing it since you never touched a needle or thread before until Berwald appeared out of nowhere and then taught you how to sew. 

You were amazed how he taught you so well and you did it! How can he be good or skilled in female chores like sewing?!? You smiled at him and thanked but he just nodded and went back to his seat beside a boy with light blonde hair and dull blue eyes.

Half of your classes, you have Berwald as your classmate and it's freaking you out to why you have the same classes as you. Now it was break time, you were eating and chatting with your friends when out of nowhere Berwald was behind you and carried you to his shoulders even if his expression was the same his eyes tells a different story. "This is my wife..."

He just said that out loud making all the other students look in your way and laugh. You were now shaking in anger because he embarrassed to all the students when he noticed you shaking, he put you down to the floor and was about to ask you what's wrong but then you slap his face and yelled at him.

"I don't know you...so why would you do this and tell them that I'm your wife! I have no freaking idea what's your aim but I don't want to be involve in it! You think that's nothing! Well...you're being rude and annoying! I don't want to see your face ever again!!!" what you said broke Berwald, his face looks so shock then he turned his back on you and walk away. 

Through out the whole class, you didn't see Berwald it's as if what you said is like a wish that he must grant even if it hurts him to the core. You felt guilty for doing and saying those things but you let your pride get the best of you. Now everyone thinks that you're some mean girl... 

You didn't know anything until Mr.Julius called you to his office. You of course obeyed and went there. As you opened the door, you saw him but he looked so different; serious and looks so intimidating like Berwald except more scary. You sat on a chair and he began to talk in a serious tone. 

"(Name)...what you did is painful for Berwald. Do you know why he's like that?" 

"No sir" 

"Well...I guess I should tell you. You're now the personification of Finland..." 

Finland? No way...

"What does it had to do with Berwald?"

"The previous or former personification of Finland is his lover..."

"And he died due to saving Berwald from a war so he's dead and now you replaced him as the new Finland. Berwald doesn't remember much about anything but he remember the former Finland being his lover and such but he doesn't what the former Finland looked like or sound like...so when you replaced the former Finland...his fake memories or delusions was created mixing both you and the former Finland in it. So he thought you're the same person and that you lost your memories of him after the war..."

You look down to your feet, you weren't taking this too well. Each words he said, it continued to stab you emotionally. No wonder he was so...strange and act so...not an ordinary person would act like. It's because he lost someone precious to him causing him to act like this. You stood from your seat and run away, Mr.Julius wondered if you can stop Berwald from committing suicide...he hoped that you could.  

You looked for him everywhere but it seems like he vanished into thin air. You were now really feeling even more guilty than before and this time your pride didn't get the best of him as you continued looking for him. You realize that there's one place you still didn't look in yet; the rooftop. 

"Berwald..." 

You saw Berwald in front of you, he was standing the end of the building as if he was committing suicide...scratch that...he's going to commit suicide and it was all because of your fault for slapping him and yelling at him causing him to breakdown. You could see his feet moving upwards...no! He will jump and die if you don't do anything! 

So you run and grab his wrist tightly that it left another red mark. You two fell on the floor, you sighed in relief that you were able to stop or you don't know what you will do if he does. Berwald opened and saw you so he immediately distance himself away from you by 10 feet. "Look Berwald...I'm sorry for what I did to you. I didn't mean to do it...my emotions just went wild and it happened...I know that it's my fault that I almost made you commit suicide...I-I...don't deserve...your forgiveness...j-just don't it again," you felt something wet in your hands and saw that you were crying but Berwald came close to you and rubbed those tears away. 


"I will forgive if I can stay by your side..."

"Thank you Berwald," without thinking, you hugged him tightly making him looked so surprised and hugged you back. You were thankful that you immediately realize the wrong thing that you did and wasn't too late to stop Berwald... 

"You're still my wife..." 

"I'm no-...let's just start in being friends first Ruotsi" 

"säker (Name)" Berwald saw the former Finland in you when you called him that and you two continued hugging each other not knowing that three boys were stalking you two with relief that you stopped Berwald. 

"That was close...aw...Berwald got a lady to love!" 

"Shut up Mathias...Emil call me big brother" 

"No..." 

-Fin-